Nightmare.

The worst come to the worst is... Having NIGHTMARE!!!

Wtf.. My worst nightmare ever, i sleep also can dream that i'm working and then keep on ask me this and that as if i'm a wonder women who can do all things asap... Why at night also want to hunt me!!??

Why must hunt me when i'm asleep and then make me so tired working, i seriously hate that place till max, the drawer make my leg got a big big patch of bruises and it swollen as well.. wtf!  And i got to rub all day in order to let it recover.. Super pain okay!!!!

I sick also got to work, and i have been coughing at night, last night cough non-stop feel like slapping myself why keep on cough i almost cough my lung out.. I dame tired eat medicine also no use keep on cough.. WHY????

  I want my holiday!!!! *SOB SOB* ... Well my holiday starts next saturday and i can't wait for it.. monday i got to go work on morning and night.. All thanks to the course why must keep on have course for what??? Stupid max, i rather spend my monday at home resting and watch show.. Now got to work on morning, wtf.. Salary also never increase lor ask me work work work... Say will increase my salary but i don't think so cause you never tell me about my salary any more... ha. what a joke say will increase end up still same, i wonder how you calculate my salary why the way i calculate and you calculate different??? You eat my money? Why different from the way i calculate ? FML.. I make the right choice to work 4 day only starts on 2015 cause no point work there and then no time study cause you keep on ask em work work work like i;m super free don't need go out and then don't need rest, i never say don't mean i not tired i not wonder women okay.

I start to hate this job. 呸!!! I learn a lot but i hate seeing your face make me feel like vomit!!! Everytime i go work i will roll eye when i reach there and the moment you talk rubbish and i want to talk back to you i keep my cool cause i know you will keep on nag i hate it.. You don't dare me i tell you one find day i will explode and you will get it from me... Stop thinking your clinic is nice... Just f*king retro only!!!

sick but...

I is sick... But i still got to go work.. You think they will let me rest?? I want to rest but then i can't.. They won't allow... Sound so bad right.. No choice.....

I not having any fever so i still can work. Cough , sore throat and slight flu only. Work lor. I don't even bother to see doctor, Cough my lung out only what. sore throat never mind want cause strepsils save the day... Unless i have fever then i can rest at home if not haha., work !!!

I still eat those food that i need to avoid, eg. egg, chili and drink cold water.. I should avoid the food right but i still eat cause really nothing to eat already.. No chili food so taste less, eat too spicy and humid weather of course cold water save the day... Egg come on you eat maggie mee will add right and if you made egg sandwich also need egg right..

I think i think i think i really need go see doctor if i still coughing... I cough the most at nigh when i sleep.. I tell my mom i haven cough for 100 days never mind nothing will happen but then come to think my throat is dame pain when the moment i wake up.. i need more strepsils to save my throat.. Lols..

I really hate working on morning and i got to work tomorrow morning and then monday follow by wednesday!!! WTF.. I really very tired of it i just want to rest but its super hard.. 

I rest money won't come to me.. Should i change job? I see the job that come to me form job central all i don't know what the company doing and then i don't really like it... Why it is so hard to find a job nowadays, still say need people to work end up don't hired us. WTF.. Then don't say in need of people lah... Want people then please hired if not don't waste my time and your time.. 

Now school holiday a lot of student want go work.. and then many place is all student, Oh ya, retail shops who hired student please train them properly thanks. I got super angry at west mall llaollao cause is super long que and then they just nice have 3 new comer and the stuff are teaching them how to do this and that.. Hello, you teach i don't mind but you know one thing you one person teach 3 person follow you here and there plus when collect money all follow you.. The que is fucking long and everyone is waiting... I know you are training them but then can don't one person teach ???? Seriously everyone wait like 45 minutes.. 

I know you want to teach them how to do so when there is long que you all can speed up but then you go at least 2 stuff who knows how to do it right and they can help to teach right ? why must one teach all follow? 

I know you already tried your best to speed up but then please if you want to teach the new stuff i suggest that two people sever people and one learn how to take cashier got one stuff to do it so you could speed up... 

Blah Blah Blah..

Sick.. Yet still need to work.. Haha. No rest at all.. Well .. Forget it..

I really got sick like from last wednesday.. Slight cough, till now sore throat, cough and slight flu.. wow.. I never even bother to see doctor.

You might be thinking i'm stupid right... Work at clinic see doctor lah, but hey wait a minute... You got to see if the medicine suitable for me or not...

Not i don't want to see is i really don't feel like seeing the doctor in the clinic i working, sorry to say the medicine there don't suit me at all... I rather go to other clinic pay myself and recover fast.. Then eat the medicine that don't work on me and keep dragging forever to recover...

So all i want to do now is study hard and leave that place, i feel like i'm dying at the retro clinic although i learn a lot but hey, i really hate that place.. Seriously hate it..

Alright.. No point keep on repeat on this, i got to hack care and work till i got my cert and run away fromn that place.... That's it..

busy? stress? whatever!

I don't know what i want to do now.... I feel so tried of everything..

Work? HA! That's the worst job i ever have. I really don't like working there reason, I feel that i got lot's of stress given by them. You will say Clinic got what stress ? Ha. You try working there and you will know, Sometime not all clinic is the want we want them to be example all drug/mc key in by doctor and print out we just happily take it and give out. This clinic is like i need to look for cards and then doctor write i type and print, wtf, so old fashion right, i really hope the card got wet and then got white ants eat all the paper card plus got burn away more faster.. I really hate looking for cards!! FML.

Stress about what? Exam! Yes. Gonna take exam next year. Not even know what to study lor.. Why!!!

Work stress , study stress.. FML.. What things not stress?

Ha. Cry also no use at all.. LOLs...

Sometime  i'm thinking why i choose to work at that clinic? SO many place to ask why go ask them, Fuck, I never know they never change at all so old fashion what so retro want.

I feel kinda stupid to work there.. I can go look for office work want leh, but i choose not too.. Why?? If i can choose again i will go work at other place instead of the clinic, fml...


I just want to do well in my exam go to the course i want and then go work at the place i want... rather then stuck at that retro clinic ...... I feel like dying there... Old fashion place. Why can't they really change the style nowadays where got people like that style....

I choose the job i got to face it. wtf. i wonder what my brain thinking when i go ask for job. stupid max.. FML.. m

I want HOLIDAY!!

I really need holiday. I'm so lazy to go work and i wish i'm having holiday right now... I don't feel like working already... HOLIDAY I MISS YOU!!!!

I seriously need to voice out to the lady boss that i wanna work 4 days only from the start of 2015.. I need time to study i not the genius kids who don't need study or just read and will remember it easily.. I'm not the kids who got tuition class.. I'm not student who is secondary school and teachers will give some tips on what to study for upcoming exam.. I'm doing self-study and i take exam as a private candidate, I NEED TO STUDY MY OWN! work for you i got time study ? You happy happy ask me go back to work got time study meh? I not ROBOT who just need to install thumb drive and then all information will just come out .. I'm human i need to study and remember it my own. YES!! MY OWN!!
So if i were to work 6 days for you i think i will become crazy.. Plus i don't have IQ 200!! I also wish i have IQ 200 so whatever i study it will be the most simple things ever.. BUT.. hell no , you don't push me to hard.. I will break down and turn crazy!!!

I got to voice out to you. Oh ya... IF you want to nag at me again i don't think i can hold anymore i will burst out and scold you upside down, you don't push me to hard, especially the doctor aka boss! Lady boss also.
I'm young i know i can learn a lot i know, but you think i interested in it? NO, NOT AT ALL!!! My heart not here, my heart is somewhere else....  I think i will explode very fast if i were to continue to be there, i got nightmare every night when i'm working the next day, HORRIBLE NIGHT MARE YOU KEEP ON NAG AT ME NON-STOP! SLEEP ALSO DON"T LET ME GO! NAG NAG NAG!! FML!!

I'm thankful you teach me how to go on diet in healthy way, and teach me a lot of things.. But when its time for me to leave i will leave.. You don't ever try to drag me back to help you.. I don't like it... I go work one time i feel like i'm dying when i'm there..

IF you reading it i will be really happy at it, cause you won't ask me again and again.. You know every time you nag at me my inner self look like the picture.. And i seriously hate you tell me things all over again and again.. That two picture is how i look every time inside when you talk to me...

I gonna look for other job..


   

Getting tired.

Yes, imma getting tired of the job and i really kinda dislike it.. Seriously, Retro clinic... What a joke..  FML!

I wanna leave the place asap, i really can't take it anymore. Why? Simple. I dislike the method they work.. Especially, The Doctor(Boss) and also lady boss...

Well, lady boss still okay, anything tell her she will look in the matter and then try to change it, Boss. Fuck it. All the retro way, wtf, you think i will like it? NO.. So old fashion for fuck! If you reading it. Yes! I'm saying you...  Why you have a retro brain? GOD! Please don't be so retro already, now is 2014 not the era you are in year 40-60s! I not in the year so please don't drag me in to it, I born in 90s so i don't think i can follow your retro way, kthxbye!呸

Anyway, i already wear 3/4 pants to work, so please zip up your fucking retro mouth and stop nagging.. I already get enough of you. I wear t-shirt nothing wrong okay , a lot of clinic stuff also wear t-shirt.. You retro minded person go and see it yourselves okays. I wonder whats wrong with it.. You want me wear former to work as if im going wedding dinner meh? 2 hours only wear former shirt go you think i mad? I only know you mad!


Sometime i feel so sorry for the stuff who works for you for like years.. Hear all you nagging and scolding non stop and also please don't be a bloody hell idiot okay, we are human we can do wrong work at times as too many things come at once... You jolly well seat in there know what happen outside meh? People complain why not yet he/she turn, keep on ask and ask. You happily seat in there talk slowly be such a long winder person. wtf.呸

oh yes. YMCA.
I ask your teacher about the case that bringing biscuits to school, I just wondering if the kids were lying or what. Sounds so stupid about it, you ask them they say no, haha, who will dare to say yes? Stupid anyway i don't want anymore weird case happening again, SOUND SUPER STUPID !! Kids won't tell you they did it or not cause they scare you scold them, they secretly eat you also don't know right! Okay.

I need help, Where can i get this t-shirts in Singapore ? I really need to get one of it. Can i get in Bugis strees? Or any blogshop/ instagram selling it.. I wanna get one of each.

STFU T-Shirt 

WTF? T-Shirt

WTF.

Seriously!!!

I wear shorts to wrong? Clinic can't wear shorts. Wtf.. Your clinic not air con is fan you know FAN fucking hot you know wear long pants ? You want hot die me is it? I at kindergarten also wear shorts.

Talk to me ask me wear long pants or 3/4 pants. Fine I wear 3/4 pants. Still say allow me wear t-shirt, Don't wear t-shirt wear what? Wear till go wedding dinner is it? STFU please.! I wear t-shirts to work nothing wrong okay. Other clinic stuff also wear t-shirt leh.. Got wrong? Please ! STFU. I really unhappy with you.!

At most i look for other job i quit and go only. You think you can give me the job only ? My god, I better look for other job, and off i go. WTF the more i stay there the more i feel like dying! YOU KNOW DYING!

I already try very hard to loss weight..So i can buy pretty clothes.. You can just shut up first? Don't need remind me i'm overweight aka FAT.. You better zip up your mouth i'm on fire already, the more i see you the more fire i have. Still dare to talk to me ! You got GUTS! Come i clap for you!! Very daring ask me change the style i wear. You good! I wear what is my problem you want image for your clinic please leh. weather fucking cold is it? Wear long pants? Want wear long sleeve or not? Cause very cold.

Old man! You see uhh! You Fucking happy stay at air con room enjoy air con! We outside no air con only FAN! You know FAN and Air Con different? You on fan don't on air con for one day lor. SO what is open air ? You think the wind very cold or the smell very nice?  Never use brain.. WTF.

I shall get two t-shirt for myself, One is WTF! the other is STFU! wear to work and the color must be black! The words must be BIG! I scare you can't see!

Oh ya, dear YMCA Childcare,
You teachers are blind or what? Kids bring biscuits to school you don't know want ? Why my nephew say his classmate bring and eat during tea break? You all never see or what? They can't bring cause you worry is unhealthy, but other kids bring you never see it or you close one eye let them eat as they already open it?

Please! We did pay for the food ( lunch and tea break) now what, they have to bring biscuits to school secretly don't let you know so they can eat during tea break? They take out you never see ? Are you sleeping? You should stop them right if they take out, still let them share? Oh my god!!! Good Job.!
Come i clap for you!

IF you stop them on time they won't take out and share with others, did you see it when they take out? No? Yes? If yes why they still get to share with others? You should ask he/she keep. If no, you just let them eat and you pretend you never see it ? So which want is it?

Today just not my day! WTF! I'm so angry!

Leave or don't Leave?

I really getting tired of this job. What stupid job. Seriously i never think before i go there ask for job! 

I always think that clinic job is easy want, cause the want i use to go doctor will key in the medicine and mc and print out then they just give and take money. The sticker got write this medicine is for what use.. So i though all clinic will be the same.... 

But.. But... But....

No.. Big no. I'm totally wrong!

Some clinic still need the clinic nurse to key in what doctor write... WTF!!! I have to read all the words doctor write and i'm dame bad at it. I really wanna kill myself when i try to key in whatever is written on the card... 

I own you want is it??? Then now have to work for you. If you are my parents i think you will have heart attack very fast when i turn teenager.. and its not normal want its those very worst heart attack... I will make you as angry all day.. Seriously nagging and nagging got use meh? I hate it a lot. STOP NAGGING! 

I just want to leave that place asap... I don't wish to be so old fashion on things and then only know things at there, the world is dame big and many things there to learn okay. If i were to stuck there i think i will die early.. 

You sometime never think. We not your puppet whom you can control. we have our life we have our feeling... Never say doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. IS we don't know how to say and sometime no point to say as you already say so many the more we say the more excuse you will give.. 

Come on, get a life!! Please. 

Don't be so old fashion. 

Course and course... Like no ending... Here one course there one course ! I want go for my own course also hard.. I had told you from the very beginning i will leave once i got my o level and course. You just want me to stay there and work for you. Hey, Come on.. The two girls is waiting for you to call them back . Call them please.. I want to go stop pulling me back and drag me to hell.. The hell is not suitable for me, you create it and its horrible. 

Although i learn a lot but please when its time to let me go, just let go... Don't pull me back and drag me to hell again.. I'm leaving to heaven not hell, this hell you continue to stay there for life's then. Let me go when the time is here... 

I got to go for my dream and you can't stop me from it.. No point holding me there whereby my heart is not there at all.. I already told you clearly what i want. I work there is because i want to earn for my exam fee that's it. the rest i will settle it my own... You think work there long i can earn my course fee? Haha. Big joke. 

With that little money i only can pay for exam fee, you know the course need like 3000 plus for a year plus. You think that little money you give me is enough for it? Even i save up don't use also not enough. Where got people don't use money want? Don't need eat,drink, buy clothes pay bills?? Big Joke!!! 

So when it time for me to go, LET ME GO!!!   

Happening

Alright..


Nothing much happen this week expect i've been going IMM for like 2 days in a row. Went there get some things to cook and also there to buy fan.. YES. FAN.. Best Denki got sales at the atrium near Mcdonald. and the KDK FAN is dame cheap. I bought 2 fan at $198 which is $99 per fan and actual price is $105 per fan. Cheap right..

Oh ya. Wednesday lady boss talk to me for like 40 minutes instead for 30 minutes. Wtf.. Talk non stop, I seriously not interested working there yet you keep on ask me work for you, why not you ask the two girls who you terminate come back help when i never come? Easy right? I willing to learn but then i NOT INTERESTED. *roll eye*

Seriously why so man things to tell me, i really don't understand.. Oh ya, besides telling me things i don't feel like listening, lady boss taught me how to go on diet. She ask me to download this app call. My FitnessPal it will keep track on what you eat and calculate the calories you have intake. I have been using for 6 days not bad.. I'm working hard for diet.. Lols.

Anyway, I did voice out i hate people who nag at me. No point nagging as things won't change. So move on and then if the same old problem happen again we know how to handle no point nag for hours no point at all!!! Got it ? No point.

UPDATE.

Argh. why you keep sending people to course ? So irritating!!!! Wtf.

Im on leave on 30 nov and then how the fuck am i gonna get the keys and also monday how would the other girl open the door as she only have one main door key?!

Stupid max. Wonder how the door gonna open and im not ghost who can go through the door, i need to open up the door to go in.. goodness. why so many course for them to attend? just why?

I have no idea if i choose the right job at right place, so troublesome place. My goodness.

If I choose the wrong place please let me leave asap, i don't wish to waste my time there.. No point at all..

呸. 我呸 .

What the..

Seriously i don't understand why i must go work in morning shift ? Already say i can just come at night but end up i have to work in morning.. WTF! 

But it only happen for 5 Wednesday starts tomorrow.. My goodness, why must send them go course? Other clinic got go or not? Maybe have maybe don't have, but why you need to send people go? 

Then still never mind you December also send people go, but i smart i ask for off, i work and work till i going explode. All thanks to you. 

NOW YOU ASK I ANSWER, BUT FIRST LOOK AT THE PICTURE, THAT'S HOW I FEEL

My feeling. Look at the picture then. 

Still try to ask me how i feel working there. Oh please. What you want me to say? 

The Picture says all things. People there are friendly no problem. 

The problem is you. Yup. You & Boss. 

Ask me why i feel this way. Well read this then..

1. I HATE PEOPLE NAG AT ME WHEN I WORK. I really dislike people nag and nag non stop, why must nag ? Say once enough already nag for what? Nag already things will be back to normal or will come back? Hello, no point cry over split milk, what has been done already done nag also won't back to normal, unless you have magic or you can turn back time.
   
   
2. I HATE GET SCOLDING FOR NO REASON. Not my fault you come to me kpkb. I own you is it? I do the way they teach me, yet when do wrong things you kpkb at me, not i do want you come ask me like i know like that. I really don't know what you expect me to do ? Hello, ask me for fuck is it! Ask me i also don't know stop asking me stupid things i don't know. And please sometime you never say who know? GHOST KNOWS? I not the worm in your stomach knows what you thinking.
   
   
3.  WHY? I know you will ask why. So here is it.
   
   Seriously, if you want to scold me come to me, don't need scold others, i know they more senior but hello, can you ask before you scold people. Outside fucking busy you know, you inside enjoy air con, watch video knows shit.
   
   You think what you give me my paid i have to give you face? HAHAHA, what a joke, i can quit anytime if you not happy with me.
   
   You can watch video inside the room, we outside stare at the air, medicine. Help you tidy up is no problem, but why we can't take our phone out to see our facebook, whatsapp and instargram? You can watch the video why we can't??? YOU BOSS SO??
   
4. STOP TALK/SCOLD SO LOUD.. I NOT DEAF! wtf, you talk/scold so loud until outside can hear, you wanna scare people away, good job, you can do it all time. I tell you they will leave asap. You scold people so loud for fuck? You half deaf is it? Can't hear what you talking about, I dare you COME OUT THE ROOM AND USE YOUR FUCKING LOUD VOICE YELL AT US. AND THEN THE PEOPLE THERE WILL LEAVE!..
   
   
   I CAN BE A GOOD STAFF THERE, I CAN BE A BAD STAFF THERE. I CAN SMILE TO ALL PATIENTS, I CAN GIVE THEM A FACE LIKE THEY OWN ME 100 BILLION. YOU CHOOSE WHAT TYPE OF PERSONALITY YOU WANT FROM ME. I LET YOU CHOOSE.. GOOD OR BAD DEPENDS ON HOW YOU TREAT ME..  GOT IT?
   
   YOU KNOW HOW TO RESPECT PEOPLE? IF YOU DO I WILL DO TOO.. IF YOU DON'T I'M SORRY YOU GOT TO BLAME YOURSELF.
   

Tell you something.. Actually i dare to talk back to you, i'm super no manner to people who try to do things over my limit, Example, Nag/Scold for no reason. Not my fault come and say me. I WILL NEVER GIVE YOU FACE. 

I did talk back to you when it's not my fault and I got give you BLACK FACE/ UNHAPPY FACE like you own me money for once. I TELL YOU, DO NOT MESS WITH ME, 不要惹我!!! 

Many things happening.

Many things happening and i got no time to post..

Hello, November!! Please be a good month for me! Thank you..


So.. Start with

Work.

It's always the same old thing! And i really don't understand why one things can repeat so many time... And also i wonder why the people who visit the clinic so many things to ask. Google gives you the answer already although sometime is different but at least there is a answer for you but only give you (????)  question marks.
I want to close on time you make me wait and wait. Seriously! i want to go home early to rest lah ! FML.

I'm not going to work there like forever! I got my dream and i'm going to fulfill it, I want to be a teacher not a clinic assistants. I rather kids call me teacher, i won't stay there for long so don't waste so many time on me, train me now and i will leave soon, im sorry but this is what i plan and going to do.. I can go back and help when im super free but don't expect too many days i need to rest as well.

Oh ya. Just got a notice that i go to work morning and night for 5 wednesday, Fml, actually i ask to work at night only but now i go to work at day time as well. Wtf, i want go market with my mum also can not.. and i going off for 3 day next week one day is i ask for it the other two is given by them. During december, i ask for another day off again, haha. i not stupid ok, earn money also must make sure i rest.

And then January 2015 i got to ask for leaves again and on March 2015 also, who wants to work on birthday? To me Birthday is NO WORK DAY, DON'T EVER ASK ME WORK ON MY BIRTHDAY!! 

Family time.

Have a nice family time together over the weekend,

Went prawning, I can say my arms are sore already as we got to set the fire so we can bbq the praw we caught. First time we go only manage to catch about 5 prawn only. Then the second time we go we catch about 30 prawn.. Lols.

The place its near jurong bird park.. I been there twice, and i can say the later you go the more people will be there, We go around noon time, and already many people..

You can bbq the prawn you catch or you can bring home if you want..

 Hai Bin Prawning 

HAI BIN J @ JURONG

241 Jalan Ahmad Ibrahim, The Village, Singapore 629143
Tel: +65 6265 2598

Bus: 194, 251