December 2015

DECEMBER.  WILL YOU BE NICE TO ME FOR THE LAST MONTH IN YEAR 2015? 

Have a big change in this year at August.  Getting into a new job meet new people.. Get to know more new stuff and more joke... Really thankful for the big change let me know one thing actually if I willing to change and try out different thing I can. So long as I willing to try and learn although I made many mistake while learning and till now  I know how to handle some basic things.. seriously I need to pay 200% of attention when I do billing so my master can have a easy breeze time checking without nagging at me over and over again for the same old mistake. 

I LEARN MY LESSONS FOR NOT TAKING CARE MY EYE.. I GOT TO WEAR SPECT EVERYDAY.. THE DEGREE ON LEFT EYE IS 500 PLUS AND RIGHT IS 200 PLUS. OMG WTF HAVE I DONE FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS.. 

Seriously not use to it but I got to face the fact of wearing it all day. My eye super dry super tired.. what to do I ask for it... blame myself.  

Contact lens is the best choice to wear all day but.. hey. no rubbing your eye ya! You rub it goes off that's it. 

GG.COM . you got to go and get them to help you take out already. . 

Hey. Bro (my master) . 

SORRY. I don't mean to call your full name. I call you you don't answer me.. hahaha.. anyway  you know I'm playing with you so you never get mad with me.. must joke right if not boring max.. 

This is the last time we can play together just the 5 of us in the office. When we move to bigger office we can't play anymore we will be dead boring everyday hear phone ring instead of music/song. We can't joke and play and eat like how we always did now. Whenever we hungry there will be tibits waiting for us sweets waiting for us.. Soon we moving office we can't like that play anymore... I will missed the fun...

Counting down 1 more month till we move? I got no idea when we moving to new office. 

Because of T9 dictionary in phone and some don't know how to spell my name LINNA. Always have hard time to  spell it correctly. My dear BFF / friend either spell is LINA.  LINDA.. my Colleague spell LEENA..  

Why not call me LENA?  

Alright the right way to read is LIN-NA. NOT LI-NA.  

GOT IT. 

And because of this. I told my my BFF to call me ..... ARISSA

easy to read easy to spell.  If not.. ELSA also not bad. 

  

Second month at work.

Had been super busy at work lately..  I had never been so busy before..  work like never end keep on add on day by day.. I got to learn how to relive the stress if not I will be super tired.. 

No time for lunch !? Skip lunch just to finish work and then what I get is GASTRIC PAIN AND INCREASE OF GASTRIC ACID.. good luck to me it's been a month till I go see doctor yesterday and got to eat medicines for 10 days and EAT MY MEAL ON TIME . 

The result for bit having proper meal is go toilet one hour after meal.. cause gastric too much acid and whenever I finish the food it digested and I got to go toilet.   And yes I'm having out break for over stress.. 

My dear body please get use to it..  I wanna go overseas now.... to relax .. 

Okay. Now I must apologies to my another bro. Thanks for teaching me billing and separate invoice. The invoice is like mountain at all time and the billing is non stop coming.. I bill till I get super many mistake reminder over and over again.. I still can get wrong OH MY GOD! ! 

seriously I'm so sorry and to his girlfriend as well check till she super shag and tired.. then no time to do her own billing.. sorry! ! My two master! 

I will remember by heart and go into my brain.. 

Overall I got to use my heart to remember what they teach. I know I can always ask but one day they went overseas or Mc what should I do I ask who.. 

I got to depend my own. Take note.  Do carefully .. 

Update,

2 weeks here...

Not bad.. seriously busy...

No joke..

So....


Kinda sad as my friend michelle leaving the company.. she bring me in and then leave me here, the reason she leave me here is because she wants me to learn, learn how to work before i try other job..


Here not bad...

Lot's of funny nickname...

If you ask me did i enjoy here...

Well.. okay not bad,

I learn a lot here..

Really thankful to people here who taught me many things and help me a lot..

Very thankful to them,

I learn a lot and many more to learn..

New job. New Start.

New job .. New start .. the first day I go I got many job to do.. this job is a brand new start things.. but hey that's not easy... I tell myself happy go work enjoy the place. The bosses are super nice and they never ask you are you happy there or ask you pick up the job as fast as you can slowly learn and take your time don't rush the more you rush the more mistake you will make....

So.. actually something embarrass happen I don't wish to mention over means over but I will remember this matter for life. And never gonna make it happen.. don't be such a trouble maker don't interfere people life so much.. my life my problem is non of your business. . I can handle it my own
Don't ever disturb my life...

Anyway I'm truly sorry to the big brother there at my work place. . I loss my cool and thanks for asking my big sister over there to talk to me about it.. 

Bro. Sorry .. I got to handle a suddenly job from you and take over 3 weeks I got not idea how to handle it although you guide my for 2 -3 days but I just worry I can't handle it well and I know someone is there for me to ask if I have problem.. she also busy with her work I really don't wish to disturb her as much as I have to do so...

The only thing I can do in this 3 weeks is do a perfect job and when you come back I can hand over to you properly without wasting your efforts teaching  me within few days. . 

Bro seriously .. sorry. . I won't let you down I will do my best. . Sorry I loss my cool too much things happen. I'm really  stress and I really can't handle it... 

Actually you are very good guy.. you guide me teach me without scolding me although you say you will be very very  strict  towards me but end up you just laugh and joke with me make me feel stressless when doing your job.. 

Today you did something make me feel like a kids.. you help me take those paper away when I suppose to did it my own as I'm the want learning how to file it back how to search for things in it.. maybe you think I'm slow but you got to let me try without your help I got to find my own if you help I just seat there I learn nothing so I say I can do it you just pick my mistake will do if not I don't know how to do it when you not around no one will help me take the paper out... let me try myself and learn from it.. 

You enjoy your 3 weeks in army . I handle your job and promise you I will do it perfectly when you are back you can start a new month job without stress... 

Although I'm stress now.... every time I see you I can feel the stress in 2 days I pop 8 panadol. For the first time .. mon 2 panadol. Tuesday 3 time a day so is 6 panadol..

My big sis.. mitch really teach me many things from clinic till now office job.. she teach me what to do there I to me the nice boss i have now.. although she leaving this job soon due to some reason... I wish her all the best and I will miss you. She really like my mum hahaha I can call her mama she really take a very good care of me.. thank you big sis .. I won't forget what you though me I promise I will do my very best and not throw your face I know you will spot check me by calling lady boss uh..  hahaha.. 

Seriously.. I'm super sick and tired of the job after 10 months there.. I seen different / same patients every time or every two months, when they come I must smile at them talk to them... but they never know how tired im. . No one know how hard is the job till you work there, no job is easy no job is stress less if there is such job on also want. 

I'm not a blogger. I don't blog to earn money I only blog to rant my stress out.. read if you like to kpo leave if you find it lame. I never stop you.. 

If you have such horrible bosses. You will know my feel. Even if you don't have you will know the stress.. if not then never mind.

I really have a horrible bosses. Lady boss is the number one horrible person I ever meet. She really can set up a roti prata stall and sell prata. . Whatever she says in the past she push all the blame away like nothing happened what a wonderful job she done so far.. she love to gossip a lot and she can bring out like N year ago things to nag non stop. My god. She not tired I'm tired,she can say what happen to her old stuff and new stuff and many unrelated stuff her house problem eg maid run away non of my business but she love to tell us. Maybe she no one to tell so come tell us.. and thanks for the lessons you give me in Sunday wtf. Work so hard get 💩💩💩 shit for you work like a mad women when the place is crowded .. when not crowded we got to be maid do cleaning sweep floor, mop floor ,wash toilet ,wash fan.. Dame you so hot no air con only fan. .. wtf. She and doctor enjoy that air con while we stuff blow hot air from fan... wtf !! Shit you..

So I resigned last week.. seriously!! 

My very last day 31 July.. I work 10 months I get nag / scolding / praised.. I work nice nice for you till I got shit yes tons of shits from you..

Enough leh.  Whatever old stuff do you love to bring out whatever new stuff do you also like to bring out be it right or wrong. Just nag.. 

Hey see the picture. 老娘(子)不幹了!! 

Bye bye. What a nice ending for July. .. 

Sunday I kana bomb by Lady boss and boss!! But mostly is lady boss talk non stop.. she just ask boss listen whatever she saying..  Wtf. . Really buay tahan this person..  Blood test help me do for free no big deal leh. . You want I pay you back. What is call haven work 1 year you can't help me do blood test.. anyway!! hello my colleague your stuff tell me no such T&C leh you never tell me at the first place if I know I pay for it and do at other place instead of here at your clinic.. you know I can go my family doctor do that test  $80-$150 for the test I can pay it's okay for me as I wanna know my blood test result. At the first place you lady boss should say I got to work for a year then can do test for free.. 

Seriously.. you never say who know wtf. You hate me say lah cause after I do blood test I hand my resigned letter so you not happy.. 

If you talk less gossip don't be two sided face person maybe your stuff won't keep on leave.. 

Anyway..  I love this letter. 

T.I.R.E.D

Seriously can someone tell me if i shall stay at this kind of place to work?

I feel so tired at the clinic.. FML.. 

Lady boss driving me crazy. She ask me not to be so close to my colleague M. wtf. 

Why she like that ? She say you all must work as a team and then job will be done easily. Hello we work as a team also must talk right and then must be close what know each other well then will know how to work happily with ZERO mistake.

BUT.... 

HELL NO! 

Lady boss start all politic by her own. She warn us not to start but seems like she is the want who start it first... I no comment at all i just feel tired with her.. Only 3 staff working for her she still like that, we sick still must work want go on leave together also hard, no one work no one cover us.. 

She want the 3 of us team up to work so that there is no mistake in clinic and want us to be happy working there.. 

HAHAHAHA... Biggest joke ever. 

She mention to me this.. Never start any politic! Don't shoot each other as she want us be happy. Okay. In that case we must be good to each other right. We must go eat lunch with each other talk to each other know what they are thinking right.. 

Colleague M and Colleague W go lunch together then they talk about many things. One day lady boss say Colleague W change a lot and then she say that Colleague M brainwash her. Oh my god. I say is it i don't know but i feel something is different with colleague W lah.. Then lady boss say she got her own problem to settle and then she ask colleague M for her opinion and then of course she will tell her what's her though and of course after you listen you got to think lah... 

Lady boss start to tell me this and i start to think why me? And then she keep on say NO POLITIC! she thinks that colleague M wants to start politic as she has been really good to us... Oh MY GOD. 

Now tell me who wanna start this? When i haven start working with colleague M, i don't even know any single things happening. M and W talk about what and do what i really no idea. lady boss tell me like machine gun and i'm like okay then.. Like that huh.. But hey they are adult and older then me they know what to do right, why ask me the youngest to go talk to them about it.. Not my problem also.. 

Later she will say i got brain wash by M as i never listen to her the lady boss anymore. I know how to think i know what i want i can choose to think the right and wrong i got EYES to see myself.. Stop telling me i'm wrong. 

I know who is good to me who is bad to me. 

Colleague M treat me like her sister as I'm the most youngest there they are older then me.. So whenever she buy food or drinks she will buy for me without asking me pay. So i buy her a $7 shirt in return got wrong? For the past one month she buy things for me already more then $7 i return her a bit got wrong? 

Why lady boss so stingy??? Gosh. 

She make me feel so bad.. I stuck in between right now. 

Moodless

All the news is about our MM  Mr Lee. . He do so much for us 50 years ago he cried for us 50 years ago to let us independent now 50 years later we cry for him cause he passed away.

Thank you ah gong! Our founding father!! RIP.

Seems like everything slow down when we hear the news say he had pass on... thank you for what you did 50 years ago so we can have such beautiful place to live..


I super mood less cause ish  down with flu again. Wtf always sick.. why me. Thanks for the construction work that had been carry out non stop around my house area and also haze is back !? I'm getting nose allergy again thanks to all this .. I very sleepy after popping the flu medicine and also I have been wearing mask since Friday many people think I'm crazy why wear mask. I not feeling well so I wear I don't want spreed to others.. not fun to be sick..


Let me recover fast and don't need wear mask. Super hot wearing it and it's not fun I wanna get a cold drink and drink while walking also can't cause I'm wearing a mask I can drink water and if I take down I got to breath in the dust again to make my flu worst.. I do take down to wip my sweat lab but I got to wear it back again I did take down and don't wear it anymore cause its super hot la. . Lol. .


The weather also very moody want rain don't rain .. so hot.. sweating for free a good way to loss weight. Hahaha..

hello~

Update... Busy at work as usually. buy i now only work 3 day, mon, wed and sunday. 

I still busy at work.. People love to see doctor. sick or not also wanna see. Cause the just wanna take mc that's all.. 

So... i got to walk in and out take this and that... I'm super tired.. 

I'm pretty angry at work. The lady boss call and nag at me for hourse just because a mistake was made by not only me.. Blood test tube with no name and got to call that person come back to re draw blood again.. wtf. not my fault leh. the other also got wrong she never check... then still dare say i'm the want talking to her non stop.. please leh. she got talk to me also and she is on her holiday mood already as she will be away for 5 day... wtf.. she push to me and yes the reason she push to me is i won't get as much scolding as her cause i'm still new to the clinic she is senior.. but why me?? argh!!! i'm pretty angry with her... 

Well. just bear then for once more. end of this year i will leave this shitty place and go to my beloved kindergartner and work... 

Anyway.. i have a wonderful chinese new year.. Lucky no one ask me stupid question.. and happy that i've loss much weight so they won't day im fat lah... 

And i'm trying hard to loss more... i set a target for myself.. won't stop till i get it...

Oh.. ish super happy all of them guess my age wrongly!!! hahaha.. happy max. i don't look like the actually age.. Whoohoo.. thanks for saying i'm only 18 or 19. 

i'm not longer that age. im...... 23..

Shall stop saying my age... ITS A SECRET!!! 

HAHAHAHA

I have a wonderful birthday on that day and i'm happy!!! 

Although no meet up with any of my bff , we still contact each other no matter what... 

Early Birthday Present

Happy girl ish me!!

Got myself a super duper early birthday present.. my birthday is like erm.. 2 months later on march but i get the present for myself first...

So hello Samsung galaxy note 4 Blossom Pink..

MY first pink phone.. well my previous phone Samsung galaxy note 2 white.

FYI! i love both of my phone because my note 2 batter had some problem so i decided to change it to note 4 and just nice the phone plan has come to the end so perfect timing!!!
I pay for my own phone, from my first Iphone 4 till now i purchase it all by myself. I save up money for my own phone, i go to work in order to save money to change phone. I change it because the phone has kinda problem not that i change it because i wanna use the latest phone. I use my iphone 4 for 3 years and then on my 21st birthday i change it to note 2...

Chinese new year in one month time... I'm happy can collect red packet lah!

Now still can collect faster collect if not later can't collect already, when you get older you feel so weird to collect it.. SO collect as much as i can now!!!!



WHAT I HATE IS THIS..

I have not seen some of my relative for like years or so.. Well they always say same things i heard till tired..

I know i fat lah don't need every year say, and don't kpo about my job title now!! Annoying max!!!

Fat! SO WHAT? GOT BLOCK TILL YOU WIFI?? ( i love this code i read it from someone post)

Work as what ? Why you wanna hired me to your company and pay me $10,000 per month  and go work as and when i like ? tsk! if not don't ask lah!


I already try my best to loss weight and just shut the f up when you see me on chinese new year, and please don't show off whatever shit you have right now cause i don't care at all. You have what is your problem i only care for my family and myself!! YOU? None of my problem lah i see you once a year only so i don't really wanna care unless you love to share with everyone!!!

OH YA, I'M SINGLE ! SO STOP ASKING ME WHERE IS MY BOYFRIEND!

IF YOU WANNA INTRO ME A GUY GO AHEAD!

ASK ME EVERY YEAR YOU NOT TIRED I ALSO TIRED... I THINK THIS QUESTION HAVE BEEN BOTHERING ME LIKE 5 YEARS SOON WILL BE 6 YEARS.  FROM MY 18 TILL NOW 22-going 23, wtf, stop asking !! thanks!


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Busy Busy Busy

Busy at clinic.. Erm. just a question !! Why so many people see doctor ?? Very fun to see doctor ? Just wanna get mc right ? Alamak! Make me so busy key in this and that...

January only. Keep on take mc, then after that how? i think on 14 days mc right then keep on take still got enough to use for the rest of the year?? Can the old want brought forward??

I super busy yesterday. Although now don't need call name to ask them go in but when collect medicines still need to call name unless i call their number..

I really no time to meet up with bff already, they also busy but i know we will meet up again properly fastest is march on my birthday month. Yeah.. No matter we will fix a date and meet up together and all will sure attend.

OH MY!!!!!!  i think my something wrong with me.. I have been eating and eating wtf... the more i eat the more exercise i need to do.. I super worry i will put on weight again... but lucky i got exercise my weight is still well maintain.. phew.. worry max.. I just don't know why i can eat and eat till i got over load and start to feel super uneasy and then vomit.. 

I think my stomach got 'worm'.. LOL... I can simply eat and eat then after few hours i can eat again. WTF is wrong with me... I shall control eating!!!! 

I shall start exercise more, cause chinese new year is coming in one month times.. i got to look way better then last year!! Wtf.. I gonna eat less eat green and loss more weight!!! I want to be healthy!

2015

Hello ~ 2015!!! 

I had an awesome day and i had a wonderful dinner on the last day of 2014.. 

Cheers to 2015!! Well. I didn't count down cause a bad headache attack me the very last few hours before 2015 arrived.

So i just pop pain killer and sleep till 2015! 

And then wake up at 00:06 the very new year to vomit. wtf.. 

People happily count down and sending message to wish everyone happy new year while me in toilet hugging toilet bowl and wish toilet happy new year... 

Conclusion is... I eat too much.. I eat for like 2 hours and my stomach can't take it and have a hard time to digest.. I'm not gonna eat and eat anymore my stomach/gastric is giving me warning!! LOL 

I just realize one thing.. I know my bff for 10 years! 

Whoohoo! 10 years! 

My dear bff... Thank you for the 10 years! Super blessed to have you guys to share all the ups and downs together.. We hardly meet but when we meet we will put everything aside and meet!! 

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! BFFL ! BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE!! MAY WE HAVE MORE AWESOME YEARS TO COME!! 

Now i got to say.. 

Thank you 2014 for awesome memories ! 

Thank you for an awesome job i have in kindergarten !

Thank you for another awesome part time job at clinic although non-stop complaining! 

Thank you so much. 

Not to forget!! 

Thank you for the lesson in FRIENDSHIP! 

THANK YOU ! THANK YOU THANK YOU!! 

May i have a good year in 2015 ! 

xoxo

Hugs and kiss.

May i have an awesome years!

- More meet up with bff.

- Get into the course i aim for.

-Find my someone special. (mr, right.) 

- Everyone around me happy and healthy !! 

p.s. one more.. - Slim down !! hahahaha.