FML. I LEARN MY LESSONS. Thank you!

WHEN YOU READ THIS I KNOW YOU WILL SAY COMPARE TO OTHERS PEOPLE THIS IS JUST NOTHING. TO ME THIS HURT ME LIKE MAD CAUSE ONCE I BELIEVE AND ALL I GET IS LIES AND HURT! 

SILENCE DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M WEAK! IT BECAUSE  AFRAID TO GET HURT!

I CHANGE BECAUSE OF THE SHIT HAPPEN.  THANKS FOR MAKING IT HAPPEN. 

STOP ASKING ME TO BE THE OLD SELF AGAIN. 

THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN I WILL ONLY CHANGE MYSELF. 

I LOVE YOU ONCE AND I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU AGAIN . 

I WON'T BE SO STUPID AGAIN! 

I did the most stupid things in my life I go confess to the guy I like and what I get is the biggest truth he actually use me to test his own feeling towards another person.  Wtf. 

So  1 week seems nothing cause we did nothing together . Yes NOTHING!

I should have let go since nothing happen but it's hard for me to let go cause I fall for it unknownly and he did warn  me not to fall as things might turn out to be hurting myself. 

FUCK YOU! WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?? 3 WEEKS LATER. MY NIGHTMARE FINALLY CAME 

They two started a week after us and I know it 3 weeks later! I'm hurt by all the things you two did what's more I just like a puppet toys both of your play till really happy. I still believe what you two say stupid me. Cb max.

You fall for someone older then you by 10+ years old. Push me away cause I'm younger then you by 2 years old.
 姐弟恋 now popular but you start it first way before the show DOTS . WELL DONE I CLAP FOR YOU! 

Just to remind you this . DON'T LIKE ME FUCK OFF. Why must you give me this chance to prove that you actually like someone else. Make fun of me? Hello you heartless I'm not. You never wish to say out your feeling all I do I guess! Let me tell you not fun at all to guess your fucking feeling  

Jealous kills me!! 

IT'S HARD FOR ME TO ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN. I KNOW YOU CAN BUT I CAN'T CAUSE I USE MY HEART TO LIKE YOU AND YOU USE JUST USING ME. SEEING YOU AND HER ALL DAY HELP HER DO THINGS  SO SWEET MAKES ME WANNA KILL MYSELF AND EVEN SLAP BOTH OF YOU. CAUSE I'M JEALOUS! 

IF I CAN I WANNA GIVE YOU ONE TIGH SLAP FOR USING ME. I THINK ONE NOT ENOUGH NEED MORE OF IT BUT I DON'T WISH TO DIRTY MY HAND. 

This is what you did when you are with her.

'Do all nice things to her wanting to make everyone know you and her together. Buy her breakfast refill water for her help her take things send her home ever day! 

What you did to me is. 

'Say I'm stubborn and ask me to shut up not to tell anyone about us don't be to close to you' wtf 

THANKS FOR THE THINGS YOU DONE TO MAKE ME HATE YOU! 

She keep on tell you my good helping me cause I did wish to have a chance to start with you. You got mad and make me loss face in front of your own brother and his gf  thank you. 

I wanna talk  to you outside your answer is no. Talk in office. You wanna let everyone know is it? Ha. I'm not stupid, i message that girl and tell her about it so  she ask you to talk to me you say ok can. 

We had a talk that night. We are just colleague not friend cause you say if we be friends I will never let go and will suffer.

 And you ask why  i keep on notice what you and her are doing. I should never tell her anything even my feel. 

 That night I told her angrily. FROM NOW ON  I WON'T TALK TO HIM ANYMORE. 

Hello its my freedom to say and her choice to tell you. She did ask me about my feeling, she understand how I feel I got no choice to tell her but  I never force her to say out. She feel bad and sad for everything cause she care for me! 

And you? Ha! 

Well. Please fuck off  you never care cause you are selfish you only care about her and yourself. 

After all the  words you say to me hurt me and  she apologise behalf of you. Wtf!

I don't know why I will still care for you this idiot. You are nothing at all you never even care my feel you are in your world and think for your own. I don't know what makes me like you. I think I'm mad! 

Fucker. Your words hurt your action also hurts. You want me to hate you OK i will hate you. Since we never talk anymore we are more like stranger then colleague so I will never forgive you at all.  Let me tell you I got my karma on hurting someone last time now I got it from you.. Soon you will get yours for hurting me.

All the apologise are too late. Shut up please I don't want to hear it anymore.  

My heart is being stabbed by a sharp knife from him and he did it twice. Once for using me once is telling me his fucking true feeling. And the slice it out piece by piece cause both of you together and make me feel uneasy upon seeing you two. And all the words from both of you.

You know what. I'm the one bleeding yet you actually act like you were the one that's bleeding  as well. Oh my God.  Who the hack hurt me over and over again? Please don't act anymore. Wtf.  I know you care for me but do you know that your care is like rubbing salt on my wound!

I won't hold on to this matter anymore I will let go and hate you since this is what you want. 

ANYWAY,

I'm the one suffer now. I don't know what makes me like you cause you are just nothing at all. All things you did is just to be friendly and it's fake. 

I'm just stupid and thank you very much your words and action make me understand everything.

I WON'T HOLD ON ANYMORE I WILL JUST LET GO OF IT TOTALLY CAUSE NO POINT AT ALL. 

I'M STUPID TO HOLD ON AT THE FIRST PLACE!WTF!

 I WON'T ANYMORE

 I WILL BE HEARTLESS TOWARD EVERYTHING I WON'T TALK TO YOU ANYMORE NOT EVEN ABOUT WORKING STUFF.CAUSED YOU WONT BOTHER TO ASK ME!

YOU MAKE THIS HAPPEN BARE FOR IT!

I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR YOU ARE JUST NOTHING TO ME! 

THANK YOU! &  FUCK YOU! 

I LEARN THIS BIG LESSON FROM THIS MATTER! 

"被爱是幸福的，爱人是痛苦的"

BEING LOVE IS BLESSED. LOVE SOMEONE IS PAINFUL.  

I WILL LET THE ONE TO LOVE ME THEN HURTING MYSELF.