My Slimming Journey.

Please read till the very end. I've made my disclaim down below. Thank you. 

My Slimming Journey. 

Not sure if i wanna write this out, as i don't wish people to know about it, but the fact is i did it, and if i can you also can, the product i mention is tried and tested on myself, i buy the purchase it, not sponsor or ad. This post is my personnel review and i wanna share with those people out there who wanna go on diet, although my diet is not those natural diet whereby you exercise all time and cut down on what you eat, eg fast food. 

But let me tell you, this journey wasn't easy for me, i was sick for months on 2014 Feb till 2014 March. Don't ask me how i got sick, i myself also not sure, all i had was sore throat and its a very seriously whereby you get white spots, and diarrhea after i complete all antibiotic ( around 2 weeks course) and with no reason, i keep on have stomachache and then my sore throat come and go and worst is during march my birthday i suppose to enjoy a fancy dinner but due to sore throat i got nothing but cake.. LOLs.. Best is not to fall sick during birthday, but thank you me for falling sick, i did loss weight a few kg.    

This is how i look during 2009

Super fat, i don't even dare to go weight myself, but i know i'm 90+, fat enough? I still have more fat want below. keep reading.. Wtf! 

November/December 2009 

Fat right, my god, i still think i very pretty, wtf am i thinking? No comment of i was thinking back then. Just eat and eat.. Then during every year CHINESE NEW YEAR, i will start to think, wtf, i become so fat, should go diet.. But it never go on, i still continue grow fat yearly.. FML.

January 2010

This is how i look years later and till now 2014 may.

In 2011 onward i start to gain a lot of weight but i don't even dare to go weigh myself, see the picture in 2011? I think i have been eating non stop and then i still think i'm pretty, still think i'm not super fat yet. (o.O). Then 2012 i didn't take any picture but what i can say is i look fat and see the picture in 2013 then, i almost look the same lah, FAT FAT FAT!! Understand, Every year fat! Never success in slimming.. (-_-''') 

P.S. 2014 want is an extra picture as i was showing my friend my ugly unglam picture during my fat days..  

 

This is me (below picture) during march 2014, i slim a little bit, just a little, because i was not feeling well, so i did loss a little bit of weight lah, not a lot but a little. Oh ya.. I did drink slimming tea its call SLIMSPA. i drink for months and stop and drink for 1 week then stop again as i'm drinking skinnymint so i have to stop. And yes, when i drink slimspa tea i did loss weight, not a lot but few kg. and also thanks to diarrhea! 

 2014 March

So my real slimming journey start with skinnymint, i was surprise with the result. I did loss a few kg too and then after i finish the tea i loss about 

SkinnyMint 14 days teatox.

YourTea - 14 days and 28 days teatox.

With the help of getting sick and two slimspa tea with  one SkinnyMint and  two Yourtea Teatox session, I manage to loss about 15kg, I super surprise, with the result and also not to forget have to exercise and sweat a lot!!

Before picture is the picture after i got sick drink slimspa and that't the result, after picture is after i finish skinnymint and after after i finish yourtea, Look totally different right. 

This is me and my friend , when we are out on August  2014. I think in this picture i'm around 90-91 kg. I will never stop dieting okay, i will never stop till i reach my target! 

September 2014 

I seen this on television program and then i look for it, i find the review, many people loss weight by taking this, so i try it out as this was on promotion, one box will last you about 1 week one day, as you need to eat 4 per day ( 2 in morning or lunch  before/after meal, 2 before or after dinner.) So far I got no problem with this. 

I loss 1 kg after this, please remember to exercise and eat clean.. 

I hear some review on some people who eat this but never loss weight, or even drink those tea they also never loss weight. So not all people suits the product, i here writing this because it works on me well.  IF you wanna try it out, you may do so but if it didn't work on you please stop spending the money on it, cause no point keep on trying on the same thing if it never work well on you! 

I'm once a 106 kg fat girl and now i'm no longer the fat girl from the past, my slimming journey is not easy i have gone through a lot of nasty comment on Chinese new year and on wedding dinner.. (picture below shown how i feel on every CNY and wedding dinner)

One day i'm finally awake and start to go on diet after years, i got sick and get sore throat and it takes weeks to recover and then after that it start again. I can't eat fast food for months and when i finally recover from sore throat i got diarrhea for a long time i don't know how long it happen maybe a month or so... 

I feel happy when my long time no see friend say i slim down a lot and also when i wear the pants i brought when i'm fat i find that i turn to be very loss, i still can wear it put belt.. 

Slimming journey is never ending, so keep fit and stay healthy is the best.

2015 January 

NOW I CAN SAY I'M 89.2 KG. WITH THE HELP ABOVE AND ALSO EXERCISE I DID IT. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO STOP TILL I REACH MY TARGET!  

I'm writing this is because i wanna share my slimming journey, the product i mention in this post i brought by myself! 

EDIT!

Disclaim!
I am not paid for anything and i had already stopped all product mention above.
This is not a easy journey, I take up lots of sweat and time.
For more info please contact me :
linnanana1103@gmail,com  ( SLIMMING JOURNEY)

August. Gonna catch 'EM all!

GOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL POKĖMON! 

From Pikachu : 

(Pika Pika pika pika? Pika pika pika pika pi~~~ka~~~?? :'( ) Translate yourself using pikachu voice!! 

Have I done something wrong ? Why is everyone catching me ?? :'( 

I join the Pokemon fever catching them. My colleague too we will tell each other where's the Pokemon and then ask them to catch it... well I'm earning pokeball !! I use up too many and spend $1.48 get 100 gold coin to purchase 10 pokeball!! What!! Yes using real money to buy it whereby you can earn it by going to the spot and spin to get.. stupid me !! 😖

Anyway. I have a new task to do now and I have been thinking for this many years so I got to work hard on it I'm not gonna say it out first till I've done it.. well it might take me 4 - 6 months or more but my target is set so I will work hard on it.. nothing gonna stop me now... GOD BLESSES ME!!! 

EH ! NOW LUNAR 7 MONTH CATCH POKEMON NEED TO BE EXTRA CAREFUL!! anyway this 7 month need not to be afraid cause you will see many people on the street catching Pokemon and yes WE LOOK LIKE ZOMBIE!! 

Just for laugh!!! 

FML. I LEARN MY LESSONS. Thank you!

WHEN YOU READ THIS I KNOW YOU WILL SAY COMPARE TO OTHERS PEOPLE THIS IS JUST NOTHING. TO ME THIS HURT ME LIKE MAD CAUSE ONCE I BELIEVE AND ALL I GET IS LIES AND HURT! 

SILENCE DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M WEAK! IT BECAUSE  AFRAID TO GET HURT!

I CHANGE BECAUSE OF THE SHIT HAPPEN.  THANKS FOR MAKING IT HAPPEN. 

STOP ASKING ME TO BE THE OLD SELF AGAIN. 

THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN I WILL ONLY CHANGE MYSELF. 

I LOVE YOU ONCE AND I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU AGAIN . 

I WON'T BE SO STUPID AGAIN! 

I did the most stupid things in my life I go confess to the guy I like and what I get is the biggest truth he actually use me to test his own feeling towards another person.  Wtf. 

So  1 week seems nothing cause we did nothing together . Yes NOTHING!

I should have let go since nothing happen but it's hard for me to let go cause I fall for it unknownly and he did warn  me not to fall as things might turn out to be hurting myself. 

FUCK YOU! WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?? 3 WEEKS LATER. MY NIGHTMARE FINALLY CAME 

They two started a week after us and I know it 3 weeks later! I'm hurt by all the things you two did what's more I just like a puppet toys both of your play till really happy. I still believe what you two say stupid me. Cb max.

You fall for someone older then you by 10+ years old. Push me away cause I'm younger then you by 2 years old.
 姐弟恋 now popular but you start it first way before the show DOTS . WELL DONE I CLAP FOR YOU! 

Just to remind you this . DON'T LIKE ME FUCK OFF. Why must you give me this chance to prove that you actually like someone else. Make fun of me? Hello you heartless I'm not. You never wish to say out your feeling all I do I guess! Let me tell you not fun at all to guess your fucking feeling  

Jealous kills me!! 

IT'S HARD FOR ME TO ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN. I KNOW YOU CAN BUT I CAN'T CAUSE I USE MY HEART TO LIKE YOU AND YOU USE JUST USING ME. SEEING YOU AND HER ALL DAY HELP HER DO THINGS  SO SWEET MAKES ME WANNA KILL MYSELF AND EVEN SLAP BOTH OF YOU. CAUSE I'M JEALOUS! 

IF I CAN I WANNA GIVE YOU ONE TIGH SLAP FOR USING ME. I THINK ONE NOT ENOUGH NEED MORE OF IT BUT I DON'T WISH TO DIRTY MY HAND. 

This is what you did when you are with her.

'Do all nice things to her wanting to make everyone know you and her together. Buy her breakfast refill water for her help her take things send her home ever day! 

What you did to me is. 

'Say I'm stubborn and ask me to shut up not to tell anyone about us don't be to close to you' wtf 

THANKS FOR THE THINGS YOU DONE TO MAKE ME HATE YOU! 

She keep on tell you my good helping me cause I did wish to have a chance to start with you. You got mad and make me loss face in front of your own brother and his gf  thank you. 

I wanna talk  to you outside your answer is no. Talk in office. You wanna let everyone know is it? Ha. I'm not stupid, i message that girl and tell her about it so  she ask you to talk to me you say ok can. 

We had a talk that night. We are just colleague not friend cause you say if we be friends I will never let go and will suffer.

 And you ask why  i keep on notice what you and her are doing. I should never tell her anything even my feel. 

 That night I told her angrily. FROM NOW ON  I WON'T TALK TO HIM ANYMORE. 

Hello its my freedom to say and her choice to tell you. She did ask me about my feeling, she understand how I feel I got no choice to tell her but  I never force her to say out. She feel bad and sad for everything cause she care for me! 

And you? Ha! 

Well. Please fuck off  you never care cause you are selfish you only care about her and yourself. 

After all the  words you say to me hurt me and  she apologise behalf of you. Wtf!

I don't know why I will still care for you this idiot. You are nothing at all you never even care my feel you are in your world and think for your own. I don't know what makes me like you. I think I'm mad! 

Fucker. Your words hurt your action also hurts. You want me to hate you OK i will hate you. Since we never talk anymore we are more like stranger then colleague so I will never forgive you at all.  Let me tell you I got my karma on hurting someone last time now I got it from you.. Soon you will get yours for hurting me.

All the apologise are too late. Shut up please I don't want to hear it anymore.  

My heart is being stabbed by a sharp knife from him and he did it twice. Once for using me once is telling me his fucking true feeling. And the slice it out piece by piece cause both of you together and make me feel uneasy upon seeing you two. And all the words from both of you.

You know what. I'm the one bleeding yet you actually act like you were the one that's bleeding  as well. Oh my God.  Who the hack hurt me over and over again? Please don't act anymore. Wtf.  I know you care for me but do you know that your care is like rubbing salt on my wound!

I won't hold on to this matter anymore I will let go and hate you since this is what you want. 

ANYWAY,

I'm the one suffer now. I don't know what makes me like you cause you are just nothing at all. All things you did is just to be friendly and it's fake. 

I'm just stupid and thank you very much your words and action make me understand everything.

I WON'T HOLD ON ANYMORE I WILL JUST LET GO OF IT TOTALLY CAUSE NO POINT AT ALL. 

I'M STUPID TO HOLD ON AT THE FIRST PLACE!WTF!

 I WON'T ANYMORE

 I WILL BE HEARTLESS TOWARD EVERYTHING I WON'T TALK TO YOU ANYMORE NOT EVEN ABOUT WORKING STUFF.CAUSED YOU WONT BOTHER TO ASK ME!

YOU MAKE THIS HAPPEN BARE FOR IT!

I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR YOU ARE JUST NOTHING TO ME! 

THANK YOU! &  FUCK YOU! 

I LEARN THIS BIG LESSON FROM THIS MATTER! 

"被爱是幸福的，爱人是痛苦的"

BEING LOVE IS BLESSED. LOVE SOMEONE IS PAINFUL.  

I WILL LET THE ONE TO LOVE ME THEN HURTING MYSELF.

2016. good year ? bad year ?

The start of 2016 I'm so tired.. super sian.. 

second and third day unlucky things happen. A fat boy play Scotter at toy r us and.... he Kuai on my toes ( scoot and go over my toes) boy.. ah boy... you very fat leh my toes never break You very lucky if not you died. 

Third day ezlink card lost. Wtf. I drop at where I also forget. Shit max.

2016 not my year so unlucky. Need go pray already. 

Wanna go overseas also so many problem.

 Wtf.  

Year of monkey

No comment for anything now. Feel super emo..

Just wanna run away from everything.  So restless.  Breathless. So stress. I hate everything right now

 My bff still can tell me it's ok to et a bad start from new year as good things will come after that. I just laugh at it cause I know not so easy... 

Well. 2016 you listen up. You better be a good one start from now I really very tired of it. 

Thank you very very much.  

Chinese new year? Let me skip this can.. ang bao have or not in don't really care at all I just don't wish to put on a mask to show people how good I'm.. im not ok at all.

I wanna shut myself ignore people. 

Stop asking I got boyfriend or not. Stop asking where am I working or work as what. . Or even how old am I this year. 

I just wish to tell them this. Don't kpo shut your mouth up thanks ... my life my problem you don't interfere don't bother unless you are me..  

Why? Wanna intro me a boyfriend if yes ok come intro me one. If not shut up. 

Why? Wanna intro me a super well paid job 2k per month 5 days work 9am to 5pm ? If yes please intro if not shut up.. 

Stop asking me question I never even ask you yet you keep on ask.. 

Just shut up you only see me once a year so don't bother so much.. 

Im seriously getting tired of all things..

Emo shall be the mood for me now till I find my old self back. Don't ask me anything I don't know how to answer. I don't know why either. Im so so so mood less.. 

Shut the fuck up. Please don't ask. I not going answer cause I can't find the answer as well. 

Wtf. Why like th